Episode 3
Hunger & Thirst For Righteousness (North OC)
What are you craving to eat and drink? If we have a crave for what's holy then God's blessings come in abundance. Check out the latest sermon from our series "The Upside-down Blessings" on how those who hunger and thirst for righteousness are blessed by God.
Transcript
Good morning.
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:I have one question for you.
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:Do you guys realize that
you've been changed?
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:Do you?
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:Okay, that was the question.
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:My name is Kenny Barber.
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:I've been a part of this church.
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:My journey started 29 years ago.
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:I've been married 28 years.
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:And I've been in California 27 years.
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:So a lot's happened those three years.
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:I have two daughters.
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:Uh, one, my oldest daughter is Courtney.
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:She's here.
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:Um, A.
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:K.
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:A.
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:Um, Gooders, is what we call her.
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:And, um, Kelsey, my daughter Kelsey,
Uh, she's in Baltimore, but actually
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:she's listening online here.
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:Um, and we call her Scooters.
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:So, they don't like that name, but
that's something I've had since
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:they were like eight years old.
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:Um, my wife and kids, Keena right
now serving, serving the kids.
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:Uh, so, um, that's our family.
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:Um, we have someone living with us,
Hannah, she's trying to adopt her, but she
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:lives with us now, she's a campus student.
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:You know, so she's kind of semi part
of the, um, Barbara family as well.
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:Uh, so we're talking about, we've been
going through the upside down blessings.
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:And, um, what's unique about
these blessings is that they
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:are, um, illogical, right?
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:You know, we've talked about, actually
I missed some of the services, I've
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:been away, but we've talked about, um,
you're blessed if you're born, you know,
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:you're blessed, um, if you're poor.
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:And so some of those, like,
scriptures, when I read it,
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:it just doesn't seem logical.
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:Maybe it's just me.
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:It doesn't seem logical.
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:So, I immediately just
make that best practice.
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:You know what I mean by best practice?
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:That's something good to do, but
really, can I really, really be that?
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:So, I, I categorize that.
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:Some people categorize that as conviction.
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:You know, I have conviction for this or
that, but you never hear anybody say,
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:I have conviction for the beatitudes.
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:I got conviction for the mourning part.
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:I'm conviction for the poor.
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:You never hear nobody say
conviction about that.
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:It's something else.
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:No one has convictions about that part.
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:And so, you know, you look at
that, uh, and it tells me that the
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:Beatitudes are all about, it's not
logical, it's all about spiritual.
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:Spiritual is not logical.
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:In the spiritual world, one
plus one does not equal two.
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:And so, God says, I frustrate the
wise because that doesn't make sense.
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:There's no way that this could happen.
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:You know, in my family, you
know, we had, uh, we was going
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:through a lot of challenges.
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:Um, something that happened, I
told, I talked to my daughter, I
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:said is it okay if I bring this up?
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:She says yeah.
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:Um, that um, you know, she, she has had
surgery uh, at John Hopkins University
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:and the most unique thing happened to
her is that when I heard it, um, I was
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:in the gym and I couldn't hear my wife
and she says, hey, a tree fell on Kelsey.
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:And I was like, what?
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:I was like, maybe I'm
not hearing you right.
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:You know, so I, you know, got out
of the gym and she says, yeah,
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:a tree fell on your daughter.
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:And I'm like, my first thought was, you're
coming home right now, you're coming home.
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:You know, but it's, and so
this thing is just, something
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:like this is just illogical.
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:That does not happen to anyone.
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:And so as going through these
Beatitudes, I'm thinking, you know,
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:that, um, Hmm, that's something that's
unique, that's something illogical.
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:You know, I think what, I think the
spiritual aspect of that is that there's
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:something unique about this tree and you.
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:It was meant for you.
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:And so, and that sounds, to hear
it sounds weird, it's like, what?
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:This tree, and I'm thinking,
and I'm not, I'm going deep.
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:Like, this tree, you are 20 years
old, and so this tree was sitting
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:there, and it was growing through the
last, you know, 19 years, growing,
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:growing, growing, this was your tree.
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:It's growing, it's growing, that
limb is getting loose, it's for you.
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:You're going, you're living your life
here, here, here, here, there, but,
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:like, okay, here's your time, I'm
walking with my, okay, it's ready, that
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:is yours, boom, that was your tree.
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:Didn't kill you, blessed, but is
it going to make you stronger,
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:or is it going to tear you apart?
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:Blessing or curse?
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:So I say, and so I'm like, that's
what the gratitude is about!
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:I talk to her, and so she's
like, Dad, I want to go.
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:I want to get off the phone.
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:I don't want to talk to you anymore.
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:I was like, what?
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:This is good stuff.
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:She's like, you are so inconsiderate.
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:And I was like, okay.
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:It took me like a day to process that.
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:I was like, you know, I'm sorry.
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:I think it was inconsiderate.
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:You know, so I was like,
there's some consideration as
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:we listen to the gratitude.
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:It's just, it's practical, but it's just,
I had to learn that consideration as well.
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:So today we're talking about, um,
excuse this, right, is Matthew 5, 6.
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:Blessed are those who hunger,
oh, right here, and thirst for
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:righteousness, for they will be filled.
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:And hunger and thirst, for us, it's
about, filling is meeting needs, right?
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:We have needs, and we have wants.
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:Now, as we get older and mature, we
gotta figure out what's more important.
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:Now, in general, what's more important?
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:Needs or wants, in general?
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:Not a trick question, huh?
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:Yeah, sometimes we realize the needs are
a little more important than the wants.
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:And so we have all these, these needs.
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:Some of the needs are physical, right?
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:Water, food, we keep our bellies fed.
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:Um, some of it's, some of it's,
uh, emotional needs, right?
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:Okay, what age you are, you start to
realize, I got some emotional needs.
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:That I have to deal with.
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:So, that's the part of being filled.
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:And we all try to fill that
in some way we have to.
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:And sometimes it's temporary, sometimes
it's not, you know, sometimes we've got to
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:be figuring out how to meet these needs.
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:And we can meet them, and
it's temporary sometimes.
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:But we've got to meet it again.
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:It's like thirst.
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:I drink, okay, I get thirsty again.
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:If I don't keep drinking, hunger as well.
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:Amen?
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:So, and so somebody's got to figure
out what the needs and the wants.
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:And so, my wife is really
good at that with me.
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:She always says, okay, I want
to, I want to do something.
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:She says, Kenny, alright.
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:Oh, she says honey sometimes,
depends on what she relates to me.
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:She says, do you really want to do this?
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:Think about it, do you really,
really want to do this?
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:I go, man, do I want this?
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:Maybe, I don't know.
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:Did you consider all the other
options, your opportunity cost?
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:Ah, I thought about it too
much, maybe I don't, you know.
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:And so, we went on this trip with,
um, with Corey to see his family.
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:Uh, road trip, great trip,
more about that later.
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:We go down the road, and then
we see this, we're on the 99,
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:I believe, and we see this...
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:It's this bright, shiny object.
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:It says Ghirardelli
chocolate and ice cream.
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:Out of nowhere, we're in the middle
of farmland and we see this store.
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:It's like bright and shiny.
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:I was like, guys, we got to do this.
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:It's vacation, right?
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:So we roll up in there and we
got this like 50 foot um, RV.
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:It sounded like 50, but it's huge.
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:You know, try to get in there.
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:You know, Ghirardelli's ice cream.
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:And we get in there and I was
like, okay, you know, it was great.
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:And, um, and I see this,
um, what do they have?
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:A banana split.
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:I haven't had those since
I was like 20, right?
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:And so, I see the banana split
and I was like, I gotta have it.
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:And I was telling, and it was like,
I gotta have this banana split.
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:I haven't had it, it's vacation.
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:But I hear this voice in my head,
Kenny, do you really want this?
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:And I was telling the guys too, I
was like, I can hear my wife saying,
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:oh yeah, do you, do you really feel
like you have to have this right now?
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:And so I was trying to fizzle
out and I was thinking, yes!
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:I do.
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:I'm going to have this ice,
but I regret it after I had it.
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:So sometimes we have those
conversations about needs and wants.
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:So that's what it's all about.
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:It's about being filled, but
with the righteousness I was
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:talking about here, it's like,
sometimes we have to make choices.
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:We have needs and wants, and they've
got to prioritize it through life.
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:This is a more important
need and how to meet this.
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:But this is a common thread that
goes underneath all of that,
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:is what we're talking about.
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:It's a depth.
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:of righteousness that it's
saying to always pursue.
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:And so, I want to talk about, we're
talking about hunger and thirst,
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:but from a spiritual perspective.
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:Okay?
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:Now, hunger versus thirst.
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:You have to go, here's the challenge.
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:Three weeks.
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:Without.
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:Would you rather go through this without
water, or three weeks without food,
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:or would you like to shoot me down?
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:You know, take me out.
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:So, out of those two, raise your hand.
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:Would you rather go without
water for three weeks?
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:Raise your hand.
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:Okay, without food for three weeks?
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:Raise your hand.
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:You gotta choose one, Jacob.
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:Gotta choose one.
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:Okay.
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:Right!
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:So, out of the, out of those two,
he's like, I think thirst is a
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:little more intense than hunger.
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:But this says, this says those who thirst,
who thirst, it doesn't say or hunger.
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:It says what?
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:Both.
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:Combine those two together.
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:That's what it's talking about.
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:That's intense.
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:And so, now we move to the next slide.
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:Alright, spiritual hunger.
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:That girl's towing down
right now, right there.
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:Now, we've seen that before
in ourselves and someone else.
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:Spiritual thirst is like,
I can't wait for the cup.
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:Give it to me.
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:Right?
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:And so, but first of all, before we
decide what this is about, the scripture.
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:What is thirst?
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:We all have an idea of that
through our normal day to day life.
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:What is it?
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:Jesus gives a great example.
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:Matthew 4, verse 1 5 Then Jesus
was led by the Spirit into the
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:wilderness to be tempted by the devil.
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:After fasting 40 days and
40 nights, he was hungry.
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:The tempter came to him and said,
If you are the Son of God, tell
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:these stones to become bread.
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:Jesus answered, It is written,
Man shall not live on bread alone,
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:but on every word that comes.
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:From the mouth of God.
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:And so, Jesus, he's fasting, he's
obviously hungry, and thirsty.
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:That's our immediate need, right?
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:I've gotta feel that.
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:But he says, no.
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:I don't want to indulge that, because
there's something deeper that I need.
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:It's righteousness.
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:It's, um, God's word.
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:It's what I really, really
want to pursue right now.
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:That's gonna help my physical,
that's gonna help my physical needs.
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:Um, that is what I'm going to pursue.
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:That's the example he has for us.
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:We have these things, these
needs, you know, my, you know,
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:I have a, I have a house that...
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:You know, my plumbing broke down, and so
there's water coming through the ceiling.
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:I have my daughter who's having surgery.
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:We have so many needs, we say
there's an underlying thing that
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:I want you to continue to pursue
that will help to fill everything.
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:Amen?
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:So moving to spiritual thirst, we've
got to understand what does that
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:mean from a spiritual perspective.
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:Psalms 42.
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:1.
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:2.
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:It says, As a deer pants
for streams of water.
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:So my soul pants for you, my God.
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:My soul thirsts for
God, for the living God.
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:Where can I go meet with God?
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:Soul panting.
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:Soul is the deepest part of you.
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:Soul is a part of your, your, your mind.
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:It's a part of your heart.
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:It's the core of who you are.
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:It's hard to bear your soul.
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:Some of you guys want to keep
it, keep it close, but he says
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:that part of me Thirst for you.
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:It thirsts so bad, I can't
see you, I can't touch you,
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:but I want to meet with you.
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:That's illogical.
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:How are you going to meet
with someone you can't see?
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:Doesn't make sense.
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:A spiritual thirst.
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:Psalm 63 says, You are my God, are my God.
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:Conceptually, I know that.
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:Earnestly, I seek you.
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:There it is again.
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:I'm trying to find you.
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:I can't see you, I can't touch you.
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:But I am going to try to find you.
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:I thirst for you.
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:Here's that thirst again.
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:I thirst.
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:My whole being, that's my whole
soul, longs for this connection.
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:Thirst.
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:Hunger.
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:Isaiah 69, 26, 29.
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:My soul, here we go again,
my deepest part, yearns.
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:In the night, when I should be sleeping.
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:In the morning, longs for you.
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:My spirit, my core, wants you.
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:Psalm 119 says, Consumed.
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:How many of you guys have ever
been consumed by something?
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:What does consumed mean?
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:It means I can't get
my, my mind off of you.
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:Maybe a love interest, maybe
a TikTok videos or something.
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:It's like, I just can't get my mind.
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:I am so consumed.
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:Somebody help me.
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:That's what it is.
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:You know, so yearning eight four, yearning
to the point where I'm crying out my
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:flesh, I'm crying out for the connection.
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:That's the definition of,
that's what we're talking about.
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:It's a deep part of it, of ourselves.
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:Spiritual thirst defines
your walk with God.
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:Simple as that.
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:If someone says, Hey,
how's your walk with God?
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:Oh, it's great.
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:Is it defined around thirst really?
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:I mean, not, not belittling it, but
I'm saying you really got to question
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:yourself, it's like, spiritual, that's
my walk with God, my spiritual thirst.
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:What keeps me coming back, what keeps
me coming there, what drives me.
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:It's not conceptual.
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:Meaning that, you know, we all walk with
God, we all, you know, it's not, it's
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:not conceptual, it's a personal thing.
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:That defines your walk with God,
is the thirst that you maintain.
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:Righteousness.
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:What are we thirsting for?
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:Is it me, my ice cream?
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:I mean, it's real thirst.
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:Ice cream?
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:When I have this ice cream, I don't know
if you guys tried it, it's Haagen Dazs.
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:Um, it's, um, it's white
chocolate raspberry Haagen Dazs.
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:Have you guys ever had that?
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:I'm serious, man, when I have
that, it's just like, I'm like,
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:Julie, that, um, I feel like.
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:That just, it just makes me happy.
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:I am, I'm serious.
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:I am, it makes me happy.
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:I can do that.
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:I watch a nice TV show.
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:I have it.
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:It's magic.
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:It just makes me happy.
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:Happy thinking about it.
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:Happy me eating it.
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:It's just, that's something for me.
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:You guys may have something
like that for you.
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:I'm sure it's something that
just, it just makes me happy.
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:But righteousness is like, what is right?
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:Justice.
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:The act of doing what is in agreement
with God's standard, the state of
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:being in proper relationship with God.
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:So we gotta understand, what
is it that we're pursuing?
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:The thirst is.
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:Really understand that.
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:This is my perspective of it.
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:And as we grow in our Christianity, in our
spirituality, it's all about perspectives.
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:There is no, I'm learning
there is no right or wrong.
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:You should do it this way,
you should do it that way.
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:You know, it's about.
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:God shapes perspectives
throughout your life.
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:This is my perspective.
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:It may change in another
six months, I don't know.
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:But, thirst and hunger, there's
a level of righteousness, right?
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:It's split into three.
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:There's a part of it, it's about God.
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:It's God's righteousness.
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:Then there's a part, okay, something
that permeates from that, is
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:about personal righteousness.
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:And then our part of that is
like, the personal righteousness,
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:it extends outwardly now to the
church, to the people around me.
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:I think that's how God set it up.
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:Part of the God's righteousness,
there's a term, justification.
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:Justification means that
something is given to you.
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:We have to work for it.
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:It's like, by default, it's yours.
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:That's awesome.
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:I love, I love the giving stuff.
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:I appreciate even, um, Karina just,
um, this announcement about me coming
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:up, and I was really encouraged
to hear that, what she said.
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:I think you got two out of three right,
but, you know, it was like, it was cool
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:just hearing that, you know, as well, but.
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:So Matthew 6.
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:33, this is scriptures that kind of
shapes it to what righteousness really is.
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:We got, we have to understand it
before we can even apply it, right?
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:It can't be conceptual.
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:Matthew 6.
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:33 says, but seek first his
kingdom and his righteousness.
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:All these things will be given to you.
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:It's all about His, not mine.
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:What does He say about it?
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:Romans 3.
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:22 says it's right.
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:It's given through faith in Jesus Christ.
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:So, there's a point you have
right, this, this, this, um,
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:justification, righteousness.
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:I see it as, um, 1 Corinthians
says, God made Him who had no sin
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:to be sin for us, so that in Him
we might become the righteousness.
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:At least I say righteousness
is what I have become.
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:It's who I am.
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:It's not what I do.
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:It's who I am, it's given
to me, and it's His.
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:Something He gave to me through Christ.
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:So the question is, do
you want to embrace it?
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:Or do you leave it as a concept?
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:Oh yeah, Jesus died for
all of everybody, all sins.
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:So, yeah, or do you embrace it?
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:It's something that's given.
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:I see it as, um, you look at, the
way I view it is, Matthew 7, 14, I'm
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:gonna turn there, but it says, um, the
road to destruction is broad, right?
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:It says the road to life is narrow.
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:The way I see it with the justification
is like, is saying, okay, justification
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:means God says you come, you're saved.
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:Some of it's like, how justification is.
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:The thirst is, I want to be saved.
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:So, there's one side of that.
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:And so I will thirst to be saved,
to, um, um, to seek God with all
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:my heart, to be saved, that faith.
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:And then, once you are saved,
it's like now I am put on
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:that narrow road by default.
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:I want to be on that narrow road,
is what you say, what we say.
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:Because the narrow road leads to where?
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:Where?
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:You guys know.
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:Heaven!
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:Everybody wants to be
there, mostly, right?
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:So, I want to be on that road.
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:So by default, that
justification, you're on the road.
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:That feels good to be on
that road, doesn't it?
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:So, that's what it's all about.
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:But, do you recognize you're on the road?
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:Do you wake up tomorrow and say,
You know what, I am on that road.
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:Paul refers to it as a race.
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:Do you realize you're in the race?
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:I went, I went, I went I was
in a marathon a long time ago.
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:Right, trained, trained a lot.
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:And, I got this called the San Diego
San Diego Rock and Roll Marathon.
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:And, this was a fabulous event.
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:Every mile was music.
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:So, give me something to look forward to.
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:A different music, different,
you know, so, really cool.
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:It was about, I signed up late, and
so it, it's probably about, I remember
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:like 20, 000 people signed up for
this event, so I was like number 18,
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:000, something like that, and so I had
to wait my turn to even get started.
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:Alright, so, I remember, I trained really
well, but I remember like a mile, like
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:8 or 9, it was, Crazy because everybody
was walking and so I had to get around
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:excuse me excuse me because like that's
just crazy It's like so many people
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:are just walking on this road didn't
respect it the marathon is like I just
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:want to be here because It's fabulous.
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:It's an event.
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:It's like see I did it.
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:It's spectacular people were wearing
like crazy outfits and stuff, too
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:They're running gear like, you know
Costumes and all that, but they
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:were the ones walking on mile five.
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:I was like, are you taking this seriously?
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:The road to heaven, that
narrow, you're on the road.
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:Do you embrace it or not?
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:Justification is, it's
placed outside of you.
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:Puts us there and it feels good, right?
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:But first of all, we got to realize
God has given, placed it there.
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:So God sees me in a certain way
that maybe I don't see myself.
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:You know, sometimes it's easy to
go, like, I'm just the worst sinner.
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:It's easy to say because Paul said that.
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:I can say that to you,
I'm the worst sinner.
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:So, I'm always going to fail,
I'm always going to struggle.
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:Accept that.
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:I ain't Jesus.
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:I've heard that before.
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:I ain't Jesus.
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:That's Jesus.
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:I ain't Jesus.
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:So you can't expect all that from me.
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:But God's view is so important.
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:It's God's view.
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:It's like to sit on that and
to be on that road for God's
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:justification is to understand.
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:God sees me as righteous.
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:I'm, I'm running.
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:I got a, I got a shirt.
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:I got a shirt that says rice
on the back on this road.
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:I'm just righteous
because I'm on the road.
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:I am salt.
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:Who likes salt in their food?
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:Food without salt is what?
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:It's just like, man, yeah.
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:Healthy, yeah.
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:But God said, he sees You
and I, we are the salt.
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:Do you see yourself
through God's perspective?
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:Light of the world.
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:It's dark out here, but when I
come around, that light's shining.
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:When I'm around, the light shines.
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:When you're around, the light shines.
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:I'm different.
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:I'm set apart.
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:I'm different.
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:In a good way.
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:Precious.
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:That's probably hard
to touch, but precious.
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:Can you sit on that?
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:Can you sit on God delighting?
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:That his eyes are on you?
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:All the time.
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:It's easy to say, oh man, he's
disappointed in me because I'm
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:doing, messing up, messing up.
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:How could he?
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:I did this last night.
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:Or could you reflect
that he's smiling at me.
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:He's delighting.
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:Even when I mess up, he's delighting.
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:That's the God we serve.
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:In order to stay here,
there's justification.
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:You gotta look at God's perspective.
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:What God's given to me.
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:Do I embrace it?
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:Sometimes you gotta go back.
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:You gotta go back and remember it
and remember it and then move out.
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:On that, if you start forgetting
it, go back, touch it, touch it,
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:touch it, and then move out again.
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:Does that make sense?
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:Can I go on?
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:You guys good?
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:Now, it's, God's righteousness is the
thirst to, first of all, if you're
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:not saved, the thirst to be saved.
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:Or, it's to experience Christ.
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:Um, to embrace God as he sees you.
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:And so, you gotta, it's
to examine your desires.
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:It's like, to be honest,
I don't have this thirst.
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:I don't.
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:Be honest with yourself.
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:I don't have this thirst for that.
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:Other things.
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:And to, and so now you gotta
ask yourself, why don't I?
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:I'm, I'm, in my, um, my profession,
I'm in IT, and we're always
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:trying to make processes better.
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:And we have this process, it's
called, um, the five whys.
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:Anybody know what the five whys is?
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:Okay, cool.
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:Yeah, yeah.
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:It's five whys.
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:And so it's, it's, it's
concept of root cause analysis.
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:And so, to get to the root cause.
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:And I love it because it's so spiritual.
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:It's like getting, that gets to the heart.
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:So ask yourself, why don't
I want to stay on this road?
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:Why don't I want to come to church?
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:Why don't I want to pray?
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:Why don't I, I don't have my quiet time?
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:Why don't I want to have quiet time?
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:And so it's like, ask
yourself that five times.
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:Why don't I have quiet times?
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:Because I don't have time.
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:Why don't you have time?
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:Because, you know, I get up too late.
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:Why do you get up so late?
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:You know?
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:So you keep asking until
you get to the root cause.
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:That's how you get to the heart.
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:You realize, okay, that's the reason why
I don't have quiet times, to be honest.
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:I don't want to, because something
in the past affected me or whatever.
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:So it's like, examine it
to get back on the road.
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:The second part is personal righteousness,
and that's sanctification, right?
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:He says in Titus 2, where it gets to
the last part, it says, it teaches, it
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:teaches us to say no to ungodliness, to
worldly passion, to live self controlled.
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:and upright and godly lives.
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:So, 1 Peter says, pretty much,
be holy because I'm holy.
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:So, the way I see this is that
God's righteousness puts you
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:on the road, and then personal
righteousness is like, now walk.
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:Or, you get in a race, Paul says, now run!
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:Or you're playing basketball,
you're on the bench.
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:You know, it's like, I want you to
want, put me in the game, coach.
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:Get in the game, play.
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:That's personal righteousness.
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:Uh, very, it's very clear.
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:And it's something that
happens inside of us.
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:It's something I have to do personally.
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:Paul talks about it, you know,
it's like working out your
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:salvation with fear and trembling.
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:It's the working out.
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:Spending the rest of
your life working out.
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:It's easy to say, you know what,
today I ain't going to run.
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:You know what, I don't even
want to be in a race this month.
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:I don't got time for no race.
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:To be honest with ourselves, I don't
want this spiritual perspective.
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:I don't have time for that.
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:Obedience is a part of this.
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:It's like, do I have a thirst to obey, or
am I thirsty to just do it on my own way?
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:But directly, the scripture says,
if you love me, you will do what?
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:Obey me.
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:Point blank.
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:We can say, you know what?
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:I love God.
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:Oh, I love God.
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:I feel it.
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:I feel it.
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:I feel it.
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:I sing.
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:The guy's like, do you obey what I say?
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:Do you do it?
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:I don't, what?
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:It's like, that's it, black and white.
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:Sink the fake Christian
righteousness is a statement of love.
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:It could be all about faith, and
no, you're not supposed to do
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:anything when you're a Christian.
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:You know, it's, it's all
about, not about works.
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:He's like, surely you love me.
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:I love it when Paul, when, when,
when, um, when he questioned
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:Peter after Peter denied himself.
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:Says three times.
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:Do you love me?
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:You know, of course, I love you.
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:I've been around you feelings.
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:Feed my sheep.
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:You know, I said three times.
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:Can you obey me?
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:Show me.
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:You guys aren't showing me.
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:I don't got to show you guys.
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:He's like, you show me.
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:Why don't you want to obey me?
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:So ask this question.
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:Why?
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:Sanctification is like, you obey
me, things happen automatically.
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:You start changing.
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:You start to look like me.
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:You don't gotta decide that.
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:You obey me, all of a
sudden, things happen.
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:You light your salt, these things
just start boom, boom, boom.
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:That's how God works.
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:Cause you're my child.
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:You can put a stop to it all.
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:I ain't gonna change.
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:I don't got time for this.
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:There's fruit because of that.
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:It's surrendering.
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:So it's like longing to, um, first
of all, like the longing for personal
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:righteousness is Sometimes it's
really, we look into my Bible family
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:group, we're learning this together.
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:It's like putting it
into the first person.
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:When you read the Bible, have
God speak to you directly.
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:So when you read, it's like,
okay, God wants all of us.
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:God wants me to do what?
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:Do what?
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:See what he wants you to
do from the Word of God.
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:It's repentance and victories.
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:I want to change, I want
to see the victories.
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:Change and victories.
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:That's how change happens.
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:Both sides.
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:It's, perspective is like, I gotta
see God, he's good in everything.
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:So when I read his word,
there's goodness there.
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:It's not doom and destruction.
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:Every scripture, there's some
good that's being produced.
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:It's all good.
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:Um, watch, pray, and fight.
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:Some of it's like, do the
things you did at first.
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:What did I do at first when
I was on the road, fired up?
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:Do what you did at first.
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:Carrying the cross, uh, moving on.
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:The other part is about, for the
personal righteousness, um, you're
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:walking the road, you're, um,
you're on a race, then you look
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:around, there's people around you.
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:I remember I was running a marathon, had
a lot of, um, physical issues along the
646
:way, but, you know, finally got along,
you know, once I got rid of my, my cramps
647
:and stuff, I had some major cramps.
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:Um, that's another story.
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:It's got to go ahead by now.
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:I'll tell you later.
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:And so I had some cramps, and then
um, and I had some people, and I
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:finally, when I got, you know, kind of
a good rhythm, I saw people around me.
653
:And so, and I can start to encourage them,
encourage me, and so, it's about that.
654
:It's like, you look around, you got
people all around you on this road.
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:And so, I don't necessarily, my personal
righteousness is important, but now, I
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:care about the community righteousness.
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:I care about my brothers and
sisters righteousness now.
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:It works that way.
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:It can't do the other way around.
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:It's hard to say, I care about
the community, but my social
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:righteousness is like, crazy.
662
:But I can help.
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:It's like, it doesn't work that way.
664
:It's confusing, it's
like, it's like, it can't.
665
:It's, um, and so, it's like,
Mark 3 5 16, Let's shine, the
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:light shine before others.
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:I have the light, and now I'm
going to include other people.
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:Along, help them along the road,
because this road is just not easy.
669
:This sanctification is easy, right?
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:So you guys still with me?
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:Okay.
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:Uh, St.
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:Corinthians 5.
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:20 it says, um, God Christ's
ambassador because God was
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:making His appeal through us.
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:Ezra on the road, God is
making His appeal through us.
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:Because the righteousness is in us.
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:And so, um, you know collectively,
in the, um, in the community, in
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:the church, that's our perspective.
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:So it's righteous, this is
the righteousness in others.
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:So the first one is righteousness
in God, the second one is
682
:righteousness in ourselves, this
is righteousness in other people.
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:Learn, uh, the longing to help
others in the church grow, too.
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:Longing for the community.
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:Now we went out, um, in the community
before, before, um, we, we met
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:here, and that's something I had to
really pray for as well is that not
687
:so much, you know, going door to
door could be a little weird, right?
688
:And so I got to fight.
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:Not Jehovah Witness is a bad term,
but you know, I just, the feeling of
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:being like a Jehovah Witness and um,
you know, people like don't want to
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:open their doors and all that stuff.
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:And so I'll put on a suit on purpose.
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:I'm kidding.
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:Yeah.
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:And so, but the feeling, but I had
to realize that helped me to long to
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:just want the community field, right?
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:That's what drives me,
relationships and all that.
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:So, um, and so this demonstrates
our love for other people.
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:through our righteousness.
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:And moving on to, um, and
that's, it's a picture here.
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:This is Cory and his family.
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:And why I brought this up is, you
know, we went on this road trip
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:and, um, the road trip was to,
um, where did we go, Cory, again?
704
:Um, yeah, um, so we went to Berry
Creek area, um, and Oroville, which I
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:had no idea where that was on the map.
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:Um, actually I didn't.
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:And so, what, what amazes me is that,
uh, Cory brought it up months ago, that
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:he, he hadn't seen his family in a while.
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:And so, Tuan says, Hey, where
would you want to go on vacation?
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:He says, Uh, if I was the one
who would have said Hawaii,
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:somebody would have said Orville.
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:Then Tuan says, Okay, we'll go there.
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:And, and he's like, Okay.
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:And then he said, Want to come, Kenny?
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:I was like, Sure.
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:So this trip was about to encourage
Cory to connect with his family, who
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:hasn't seen him in, I think, 19 years.
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:And so, what I brought this
up is that this was such an
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:incredible trip to see his family.
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:Reconnect with him and the fears that
I had going up I had expressed with his
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:family is that okay Three of us are going,
you know, I am a tall black man Twan is
722
:a medium sized for Asian Asian And then,
and then Tuan, I mean, and then um, Corey.
723
:So we're all coming up, and I'm like,
what are they going to see, first of all?
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:And then we're in the backwoods of, I
don't know where, Northern California, so.
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:And then, yeah, so that was like,
I'll have some, I was kind of
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:anxious about that, so that's
going to be weird, you know, too.
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:And they had the same
views of us as well, so.
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:So, we got there, they pulled us in,
we met so many of his aunts and uncles
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:and cousins, and it was amazing,
this connection, it was amazing
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:to see the love of their family.
731
:And they pulled us in
as family immediately.
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:And we were leaving, we dropped Cory
off, and then Tom was like, you know
733
:what, I so needed this, to see this
love, you know, from this community.
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:I was like, you know what, me too.
735
:I didn't know, I need that, but I
need to see that, I need to feel that.
736
:That genuine love.
737
:So it's about the community,
uh, is so important.
738
:So this is my own thoughts here.
739
:So, you know, um, I work with a lot
of presentations, so sorry if it's
740
:a little complex, but we have this,
so it's a hunger and thirst for
741
:righteousness, but then see how this
plays into his greatest command.
742
:Right?
743
:He says, this is the greatest command.
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:Love the Lord with all your heart,
with all your soul, with all your mind.
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:This is the first and greatest
commandment, and the second is like it.
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:Love your neighbor as yourself.
747
:And you can see that loving yourself
is a part of the equation, too.
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:I gotta love me.
749
:I can't do this without loving me.
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:Right?
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:But I can love me through Christ.
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:How he sees me helps me to love me.
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:So, that's the God's part.
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:I gotta see how God sees me first.
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:And it says, love the
Lord with all your heart.
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:Personal sanctification is
like, you obey me, you love me.
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:That's the love part.
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:Then it goes to the community part.
759
:It's like, and then
you love your neighbor.
760
:As yourself.
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:It all, Christ just fits
into his commandments.
762
:Says how important.
763
:And critical, righteousness is,
but there's a thirst behind it.
764
:Develop it, why it's not there,
cultivate it, um, as well.
765
:So the promise is like field.
766
:Um, the last scripture, Ephesians 3, 17,
it says, I pray that out of his glory
767
:and riches, that he may strengthen you
with his power through the spirit in
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:your inner being, so that Christ may
dwell in your hearts through faith.
769
:And I pray that you being
rooted and established in love.
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:May have power together with
all God's Holy Spirit people to
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:grasp how wide and long and high
and deep is the love of Christ.
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:And you know this love that surpasses
knowledge that you may be filled to
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:the measure of all the fullness of God.
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:Being filled means strengthened.
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:Being filled means power.
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:Being filled means purpose and root.
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:Being filled means I understand and
I can touch this love of Christ.
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:Being filled means I can be full.
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:Uh, as I mentioned here, security,
uh, wisdom comes from this as well.
780
:Um, uh, and it's fulfilling
his greatest commandment.
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:So some action steps is just to write
down some things, uh, some areas in
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:your life that God has changed you.
783
:How has God sanctified me?
784
:We all are evidence of that.
785
:Think about that and write it down.
786
:How has God changed me?
787
:And so those areas, how, how did
I show my thirst for those areas?
788
:Maybe I, you know, I had some
McQuin talk Quiet times, hasn't
789
:McQuin talks about people.
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:I had to wrestle here.
791
:And that changed.
792
:How did you've, you've demonstrated
that, if not now, in parts of your
793
:life, looking at that and touching
it, and I wanna recreate that.
794
:And so as this time, we're gonna take
communion and I really wanna focus on
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:the first aspect of the righteousness.
796
:God's righteousness,
what's been given to us.
797
:And we can look at the cross.
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:And as we close our eyes and reflect
on Christ, just think about, um, and,
799
:and so I know a lot of times we, we
focus on where I went wrong and, you
800
:know, where, you know, how I want
to change, but we can really look
801
:at the fact of like how good He is.
802
:Uh, what is the, um, how does He see me?
803
:You know, what's the opportunities
I'll have once I open up my eyes
804
:again after I see the cross?
805
:What opportunities do I have?
806
:What good can I produce?
807
:Amen?
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:Let's pray.
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:Heavenly Father, God, thank you for
just allowing us to come together,
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:to be here, to worship you.
811
:Father, you are our focus.
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:Father, you are our desire.
813
:Father, we're open to learn
from you, to be taught from you.
814
:Father, thank you for the cross, thank you
for Jesus, thank you for the sacrifice.
815
:Thank you for just putting
us on the road to heaven.
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:Uh, father, we thank you for the
way that you, you call us higher,
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:uh, to thank you for family.
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:Uh, God.